The blinding light took my breath away. I gasped, as I sort of recognized the form. It has been more than six months that I had this experience but dreams are strange…. Unconnected thoughts connect each other and everything feels real in this dimension of life.
The day before I had very energetically decided on going
for the short walk to get Chiqui some highlighters and pens from an Art shop
near our old apartment; I went for my usual treadmill jaunt; came back and took
the hardworking (supposedly!) student to pick up stationary. We were given an
added list of things to be picked up from the shop. I made my own list of
things to be picked up from the Pharmacy and the Metro and off we went.
Both of us were warmly clothed against the cold winter
breeze. It was sunny but blustery and we were glad of the extra coat we were
wearing. We tripped out talking nineteen to a dozen in the sun trying to
go up and down the pedestrian walk. I remember feeling full of energy.
We were right in front of the Arts College when my
companion pointed out to our old apartment and I instinctively looked at it.
Even from that distance I could see all the lights blazing in the house
(Remember it was still daylight) and for that instant I saw my old friend (read
“The sixth sense”) or at least his form. Many will argue about how I could see
him from so far away and to all I shall say “if I could see all the lights
blazing in the house, I can see this form on the balcony!” I felt a little
shaken and looked down as I stumbled a bit. I looked up again but there was no
one there! I assumed I had imagined it and didn’t mention it to anyone.
After our shopping in the Art shop we walked back and
when we were just opposite the house again Chiqui noticed that I was walking as
if I was exhausted and said so. I just pooh poohed it away and we went home
after completing all the other shopping. By the time we reached home I was
thoroughly exhausted and had begun having a headache. The evening was normal
and I did all my chores along with my headache and slept complaining of sore
throat and headache.
The next day was terrible. Husband had gone off early so
he didn’t realize my state. The morning was horrible I dragged myself doing all
I could do so that the kids would be able to have breakfast and lunch
properly. Then I dozed on and off – seeing horrible dreams! Popping
Crocin because by now I was aching all over and that’s the only medicine I
could think of taking.
I then dreamt of my friend recurrently and woke up to
understand what was happening. I felt a little better and talked with Chiqui
about this possibility and then felt worse and went off to doze again; quite
convinced that the ‘evil eye’ had to be removed before I could ever get well
again!
Poor Husband! He was welcomed with a sick wife after a
hard day’s work! He was also made to do the ritual of ‘evil eye removal’ and
then I dozed again, off and on. I do remember being given food and people
walking around but I felt relieved- as if a tight band of iron was removed from
around my head! I slept the night through.
Hubby says I was moaning throughout as if I was in a
great deal of pain but I don’t recall anything! I woke up absolutely tired but
well. The aches and pains had disappeared; the headache had also vanished and
the constant desire to sleep had evaporated and I was almost normal and till
now I am doing all my normal activity.
The question now is what kind of infection was it that
laid me down for twenty-four hours? I was so down that I felt I was at death’s
door. Anyway was this infection cured by Crocin or by the ‘evil eye removal’
ritual? Was my sickness psychological? If it was, then what was the
reason for my high temperature?
Whatever it was I will not go near my old apartment again
as I now remember that an almost identical thing had happened the last time I
went near it. In fact Hubby dear had banned me from looking in that direction
when we drive past it….
On second thoughts could it be the shot of cognac which
scared the ghost fever off?????


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